Friday, November 28, 2008

Drowning

Have you ever been 'down' in life?

The 'down' is.....

when u disappoint some one who care you and you care the most.

when you apologized hundred times over the same shit but still you can't change.

when you know you should not say things to hurt him but you still doing it time after time.

when you had pray milion of times to God so that he can give you a hand to pull out from the situation but God seem cannot hear you.

when you had no one and no way to turn to and even you cant help yourself, you cant control yourself.

when even you had cried thousand gallon of tears but it still cant drown you and you still have to face all the weakness infront of you.

when you are shouting so loud but still not loud enough for yourself to wake up from the nightmares.

Have you ever?

Yea...I am down tonite~



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